For a long time I tried picking up my pieces myself. I think I need an extra set of hands.
I think I’m looking for someone. I don’t know who. I suppose I’ll know them when I find them.
I feel like being on medication bleached clean some parts of my psyche and now I’m like a newborn again it’s very strange.
One day when I’m older and wiser I’ll probably speak more directly regarding that specific element of that dynamic, but for right now I can say that is was stupid and shortsighted.
All I’m doing to lull myself to sleep is watching Eric Andre interviews I love Eric Andre I wish he was my dad my dad sucks I love him though but I love Eric Andre more I think
I’m just kinda pissed off about my ex girlfriend now
This post was going to be really offensive and ableist but I stopped myself because I realized that I need to work on myself and remove that negativity before I can be a good role model for others
I’ve had multiple people tell me over the past few weeks “you need someone” or “you need a girlfriend” or “you need someone to keep you grounded” or one of many such things and I think they might be right
In a real bad way, sorry about the lack of posts
I had nice dreams last night.